From a deck of cards.
A picture book, about blindness.
Rulers, Levels, Graph paper, Compasses, Fathers, Grandfathers, Great-grandfathers, The bible, The dictionary & Gut feelings.
News anchors, Preachers, Teachers, Misspellings, Mispronunciations, Lengthy fingernails, Dissonances, Apple cores & Your futures.
Corks, Bookmarks, Tabs, Walls, Locked elbows, Twisted wrists, Fences, Parking meters, Armrests, Opposite charges & Carelessness.
Screws, Paperclips, Staples, Rubberbands, Closed hands, Interlaced fingers, Belts, Strings, Gravity & Common interest.
What shape is the sky?
I was thinking about a time sitting in the car when I was younger. Face pressed against the glass, I was fascinated by the passing cars. The speed they passed us with! Was our mini-van capable of those sorts of velocities? They passed one by one. They passed in clusters. And each time I listened for their secrets. Only later did I realize all of us were going the exact same speed, just in opposite directions. I had forgotten I was moving. Don't forget things like that.
From beginning to end. Rusty carrot fingers. (We were warm. Jesus Christ, it's colder here.)

But I remember seeing a flock of birds, and we sat on top of a hill hoping they'd want to make small talk. We lied to them, I sat, said then nodded and you closed your eyes, they flew south. Some went west. We migrated back and forth, and we were stronger for it. I crossed the states alone knowing I'd have places to be, with faces to see. I lined the sounds in just the right order. There's a paper bag full of a mess you cleaned without even looking. I couldn't throw it away. I remembered to remind myself of the to-dos. And the already-dids. I know where I am and I'll be there too.

"Something filled up my heart with nothing, someone told me not to cry. Now that I'm older, my heart -colder. And I can see that it's a lie. Children, wake up. Hold your mistake up before they turn the summer into dust. And children, don't grow up. Our bodies get bigger, but our hearts get torn up. We're just a million little gods, causing rainstorms turning every good thing to rust. I guess we'll just have to adjust."
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