I like eating my cereal with you.

video

i wonder where
i left my
found it.
i wish i could
be cool go up and
hi.
i'd like to
say the things i just can't
sorry.
and if i acted
better than you know i am we
goodnight.

Llama crossing. (For all time.)




"I roll the window down and then begin to breathe in the darkest country road, and the strong scent of evergreen from the passenger seat as you are driving me home. Then looking upwards I strain my eyes, and try to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites. 'Do they collide?,' I ask and you smile. With my feet on the dash the world doesn't matter. When you feel embarrassed, then I'll be your pride..." -Ben Gibbard

Once when she was seven (when she closed her eyes unbelievably hard) she could see the backs of her eyelids. And the movies that played on them.


you might not see this, but that's ok, just know that i made it. you might not say anything about it, and that's ok too, just know that you saw it. and did you like it? you might not be able to fly. just know that you're not afraid to try. and you might not know where you're going, and that's ok, just know that i can fly too. and would you like to fly to pittsburgh? and would you like me to turn on the lights with my foot? and could i vacuum your carpet? or was it your ceiling?

Once when I was seven (when I whined and I pouted) I really wanted to be a bear. And do bear things.

And that was for Halloween. I was always some sort of man. A super man. A plumber man. A black suited man. Let's just be animals, or go to the zoo. Yeah, let's go to the zoo you and I. We can dress up like our favorites and visit the family. I'm sorry for forgetting to snap your photo at the koala cages. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving you in the parking lot with that loaf of bread and those swans. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for when I was ten and you never sat in front of me, because I almost certainly would have pulled your hair. I'd still pull your hair. I'd still take my time. I'm still wondering if you've ever been afraid in your entire life.


"Be still and know your sign. Be still arrive in time. We stayed a long, long time. We stayed a long, long time. To see you, to beat you, to see you at last. I saw the dragons drying. I saw the witches whine. We stayed a long, long time. But I'm not afraid to die... I stole my father's shoes. I pulled his pockets too. We stayed a long, long time. We stayed a long, long time. To see you, to beat you, to see you, to meet you. To see you at last." -Sufjan Stevens